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Saturday, 29 November 2008

  • Should i keep trying or call it quits?

    soo basically... my boyfriend thinks that im talkin to some other Guy.. lol.WE've been goin out for over three years...

    and iono..so since he's been feelin like i been talkin to some one else...things aren't the same.. i keep tryna re assure him...but we haven't seen eachother in like over three days .. ( i know i know, thats nothing.. but..we usually see eachother ALOTTT... ) and we usually chat it up ALot ...he's like my bestfriend ..

    But yeah, i noticed he been making excuses not to see me too...Like the other day i said something that sounded like i wanted to see him..and he said " Ima work overtime today" bla bla bla... then later on when he got home..he said " ima take a nap k." and it was like...6 o clock.. lol. . . and then he hasn't messaged me since....

    iono if i should keep trying.. or if this wasting my time??

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

  • Does the spark Always have to die out??

     

    For those of you that have been in long relationships.. whether your married or not... We all know relationships start out so sweet..fresh...Brand New..Refreshing...and exciting... and then you fall inlove with them...and everything seems happy go lucky around you.. Not a Worry in mind...

    Then after awhile you both get really comfortable..and sooo comfortable sometimes you feel like you don't have to impress each other anymore..which is a good feeling.. But at the same time... could this be the cause of losing the spark some times?

     i dont know..

    Cause it feels like..You let some one know you so well... That they appreciate you in the inside.. But one thing i've really been thinking about is Sex appeal and attraction .. Sometimes i feel like when i look sexy for my boyfriend he'll say i look pretty... and then after that .. its AnyWays...When ofcourse before it used to be like ..Whenever i was with him... he'd have the mentality like [ oh man, you are soo beautiful... i love you....] and now we're both working and doin our own thing... and he doesn't have the desire to sEE me like he used to...he doesn't have the drive and i don't feel like im needed..

    do us girls just sit and think too much.. or is there a common routine everyone else goes through that feels like the spark fades..

    any advice?? cause i dont want the spark to fade.. 

Saturday, 08 November 2008

  • How do you trust your partner?



    Okay, i know trust is a big part in relationships. But it's hard for us second-guesser's out there... We've been hurt many times.. lied to..Scarred..Burnt, all that . So i tend to not be able to let my guard down anymore, i just dont think i can take the pain ..
    Which is a shame in some ways, because even if my boyfriend iS a good boyfriend and always telling me the truth... It's hard to believe him.. Cause i don't wanna give Pain a Chance.. you know?
    But i really WANT to trust him.. i know it would make our relationship a whole lot better...
    But the way i look at it.. Is that i'm giving him the chance to break my heart..
    Where as other people might think of it as giving someone the opportunity to love you etc..


    I think the main reasons for me feeling that way is ofcourse cause..
    1] i've been hurt before
    2] I really don't trust his friends... i feel they influence him to do bad things without respect for me.

    i guess im just a negative thinker??
    Advice plzz?

Thursday, 06 November 2008

  • BF addicted to porn

    Okay its kinda embarrassing, and i dont know how to go about this.. But i think my bf is addicted to porn...he has a bag of porn in his closet..and hella porn on his computer..Now i Know this is guy STuff or whatever... But .. Is it wrong to feel hella bad over it... I feel hella..... like... non sexy..............and its like, i noticed that he always goes for a certain type of girl ...(on pornos) lol... and im not really that type..... some times it really makes me feel like crap... like im not what he wants ... iono...what do i do......
    Cause i mean yea, i love getting intimate with him.. But it just makes me think like (is he really thinkin of Me... The one he loVes... or is he imagining a porn star) etc..
    And when he says im so cute or pretty .. bla bla blah.. i keep having the feeling of ( ugh whatever....) like he just says it to make me HAPPY... not because he means it..
    Lol
    i mean, hEy... i Am a pretty GIRL...iono why its hella making me think like this..

    i dont mean to sound like im over reacting .. But i've been holding it in for some time..and i really don't know how to act about this... i feel hella uncomfortable... and feel sad..and crappy...and alla that... so ...what now?

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